Holy Crap

I leave tomorrow. Looking forward to the Ambien for the flight over.

I might be more nervous then excited. I think I'll get excited once I'm there.

As scared as I am for this trip, I think I'd be more scared of settling too quickly into routine life in Philly - don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to that, just not ready for it yet. I went skydiving, so what the f - I can do this.

15 flights, i think ... damn

Anxious would be the right word. yeah, anxious.